L-O-V-E Was Made For You And Me: April 2009

I know above anything else our family will know what the true meaning of love is and how to walk in that love in it's truest form.

Love is never tired of waiting; love is kind; love has no envy; love has no high opinion of itself, love has no pride; Love's ways are ever fair, it takes no thought for itself; it is not quickly made angry, it takes no account of evil; It takes no pleasure in wrongdoing, but has joy in what is true; Love has the power of undergoing all things, having faith in all things, hoping all things. {1st Corinthians 13:4-7}

The first place I went that pushed me further... Not leaving me the same.

Easter weekend was the awakening of something that was lullabied to sleep years ago. Think God was laughing.... Resurrection weekend was a time of bring back to life a hunger, vision, and determination that I lost. I tried to do it with my own human strength but only for moment in time could I feel it but I can feel it 24/7. My heart had been hardened to the place where it was hard to pray... not that I stopped but still I didn't feel like my heart was in it.It was like trying to build a relationship with someone you don't like. (Not saying I didn't like God... lol) My heart was cold not because of rebellion or sin in my life but something more deadly... disappointment and hurt. It was a deadly rock-a-bye from the enemy. Not some big red flags or sirens but sudlty. I excited to see what else God has instore.